so clearly, that whole post about my resolution never happened. i don't know when i'll write it but eventually....
anyway,
i'm a bit confused with the way my life is going right now.
i don't know. i'm kind of reverting back to my old ways when i had a passion for reading.
as for the rest of the stuff that's going on in my life, it's just weird.
i basically feel like everything is just so difficult. school, family stuff, people. love. idk whatever. i don't even want to talk about any of it. i guess i just feel empty, everywhere. like i don't know anything.
and what makes it all worse is that i haven't seen my mom like all week. and to be honest, i don't like it. i can see now that if i ever had to live with just my dad and brother, i would probably die. haha i'm done here for today, i think i'm going to go outside to admire the beauty of the snow everywhere. helloooo winter wonderland! we'll see, maybe i'll even try writing song, see if the snow can inspire me... bahahah bye!
I'm teaching myself to believe in the things I don't understand, I don't even know if they're true.. but that's what dreamers do
I believe we write our own stories--and each time we think we know the end, we don’t.
♡ -Camille
