if life is full of questions, are we living to find the answers?

so, i figured since i'm procrastinating awfully at the moment, i might as well do something that's slightly productive. so ha, here i am!

um, so midterms start on friday, i'm stressing so much. and i really should not be procrastinating right now but i can't concentrate. just because i've got way too much on my mind.. still.. i want it all to go away now. the pain, the tears, the thinking about him.

just get out of my head, please.

i've been trying to hard to let go of this, but it doesn't seem to be working. and i don't know what to do. i'm trying as hard as i can, but no progress.

i guess i just miss him..
and i'm never going to stop..

kay. i need to stop writing this, now. for many reasons.
want a list?
here.
1. i have an assload of homework to finish.
2. so i stop thinking about all this..
3. to keep my freaking sanity... yeah, right..
4. i need to study.
5. again, i repeat, back to homework and studying..
6. and many other reasons that i'd rather not put here.

Sometimes, the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.
But the most common situation is that the questions are always simple,
but the answers are confusing.

♡ -Camille

"i wish you could see that all i want from you is your love. reach out and talk to me. i'll be there for you. it may sound silly, but sometimes i listen to your favorite songs because now that you're gone, it's the closest way i can be to you."