taking a break from SAT work, and honestly,

i'm probably not going to know what to put here, but whatever.
i'll just go with the flow.....
kind of like how i'm living my life right now
i mean as much as i wish i could, obviously i can't tell the future and i can't stop or prevent things from happening;
shit happens. it just happens.
and that's life.

yeah, things are extremely difficult for me right now,
but you know what's keeping me here..
just the thought that..
this shit can't last forever,
it will pass eventually.

(oh, just so you know, i am a quote junkie. so, just be aware.)
and at that,
i love this quote and it relates to pretty much everything right now:

"before you can see the light, you have to deal with the darkness."



and at the moment, that's where i'm at, dealing with the darkness.. but
i'm a strong believer that everything happens for a reason.
it may not make sense to me right now why all these things are happening, and i may not see the good in all this, but who knows, maybe i'll understand it in the future.

only time will tell..


and ps,
i also believe that
karma's a bitch.
so please,
please be careful.

♡ -Camille

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"There are many ways of seeing. After all, reality is perception, and everyone sees reality differently. Try going beyond the obvious and the ephemeral to feel reality instead. If you can free the clutter from your mind, you will liberate your perception from it's ego-based prejudices. Let your soul do the seeing and you will see reality with the eye in your heart, not the eyes in your head."